Somehow I missed posting yesterday? Don't know how...but I did. Nothing much interesting. I got the final repairs done on my car yesterday....they gave me a gross, shady rental car for the day, I wasn't impressed. Yesterday was also pay day! Yay! Most is gone towards bills anyways...so not sure why I'm all that excited, other than I guess I can pay my bills! LOL....Went to bed early and got a good nights sleep, I think I'm most excited about that!
Today was not too eventful. Got up early before the kids for once. We went to the farmer's market this morning and got all sorts of yummy fresh produce! That's my favorite! We came home and just hung out around the house all day. I had high hopes of getting some house work done, but really didn't get to do that much. Just being lazy today I guess. I did clean out my fridge somewhat. Didn't do a full wipe down or anything but did get the "science experiments" out of there. The kids have just been hanging out watching tv. We've had a quiet uneventful day...but I really don't mind. It's nice every once in a while.
Now I'm sitting here listening to all the ghetto neighbors outside....I can't wait until the day I can move out of here. They are all loud and inconsiderate. Don't take into account there is other people around. The kids are always unsupervised and run amuck outdoors. There is always garbage left around outside....and people with "medically necessary" pets let them run unattended as well. I really don't talk with any of my neighbors by choice. I just can't deal with these people. I get a grouping of adults that sit around the entry way to my apartment every night that it's nice out...hooting, hollering, drinking, and what have you. Occassionally getting into fights and arguments. Other neighbors in the building doing drugs and partaking in domesting violence....the smell of marijuana and cigarette smoke occassionally linger through my apartment thanks to the shared venting and exhuast systems of the range hoods, and bathroom fan vents. Every day I search through craigslist and our local newspapers website for any apartment for rent that would be affordable to me, or anything for sale at a cheap price that I could afford the payments to. Still no luck. I have put in complaints with the main office here, but it gets me nowhere. I'm just stuck here for the time being.
Tomorrow, we go to church and do any misc. things that need to be done before the week starts. The weather is supposed to be nice, and I would like to get out and enjoy it, but we are still being careful of my DS11 recovering sunburn. So we'll see what the day holds. So it's another weekend, that I have spent loney and really doing nothing fun. Stuck in my crappy apartment alone with my kids. I just need a break once in a while. To get out, have a date and enjoy life. But I really never get that. It's depressing and frustrating. But it's my life. I just want a normal life. With a husband, a nice house in the country, more kids, and some pets. I would love to be able to sit outside on a nice sumer night around a small fire and enjoy the company of friends and family. Do some simple summer bbq's, and have a swingset and sandbox in the yard for the kids to play in. And I can't even send my kids outside to play because of all the nasty adults and children around here. I'll get my dreams eventually...It's just so hard waiting for that time to come.
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