So after the whole ordeal with the guy yesterday, there was a few texts exchanged and no phone calls. Like I figured. I talked with my co worker, who happens to be neighbors with this guy, and her husband also works with him, and she said she thinks he's not over his ex wife. Which is fine, just wished he would at least be honest with me about it. I'm done, I'm through. I'm not chasing him anymore. It's not good for me....and he's frankly not worth it, after all he's put me through this past week and a half. So whatever...it's done. Time to move on, and see if I can find happiness else where.
So today I was back to work....was a decent day. Not overly profit worthy but decent. Tomorrow will be another full day, and it's also pay day. I will have to leave a little early to pick up my car from the shop but mostly a full day. I'm hoping it'll be a nice weekend, so the boys and I can get out and do something. Maybe to the local theme park, or just hang out by the lake....something...
I'm also thinking of motivating myself to get back to the gym and start working out again. That will hopefully boost my confidence again and boost the happy hormones in my body! I need something. Lately I have just been down. Also possibly exposing myself to some nice athletic type of men??? LOL :)
Got a new cell phone today, so I have been spending the afternoon and early evening playing around with it. Getting the word out about my new number etc.....The only thing that bummed me out was that when I took the mini memory card out of my old phone and put it in my new phone somehow it erased everything on the card! I'm very disappointed in that....it had some pics of my kids on it. So I'm hoping to find the adaptor for it and plug it into my computer to see if I really lost everything off it. I hope not!
I'm in a clean out my life, clean out my house type of mood today, so maybe I can carry that over to this weekend and make a major dent in my house! It needs a good run over.....I need to really downsize the amount of stuff I have. I have acquired too much....and don't really use any of it! I'm hoping to get everything down to a minimum, so that when and if the day comes when I can finally move out of this crappy apartment that it won't be so hard to pack up! Every day I am searching to get out of this apartment. I live in the Ghetto, and that's no exaggeration. Low income housing, because as a single mom that's all I can comfortably afford. But I'm willing to make my life uncomfortable and stretch my pennies as far as I can to try and get out of here! This apartment is too small and the people surrounding us are awful! It's really wearing on the boys and I!
I do have to say on a positive note though, today was beautiful outside. My new baby nephew is gorgeous and healthy....and I do have amazingly wonderful boys....I just need to start focusing on the positive in my life and not the negative. This blog will be both...venting my struggles and hopefully bragging about the wonderful stuff in my life!
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