Well life seemed to have gotten busy for me...and I got very lazy about posting. But I am here now. The kids are back in school....We have all started going to the gym more, which I am pretty excited about, work is ok, things seem to be falling into place kinda.
Let's see since last posting the kids and I had went to Albany, to see the New York Giants have a practice before their regular season started. It was fun...the kids got two of the baseball caps signed by some of the players. It was pretty fun.
We got all our school shopping done and organized together and the kids have started back to school. DS11 is in the 6th grade and DS8 is in the 3rd grade. They are growing up way to fast. They have adjusted to the school routine well, and are doing well in school.
The fall session at our gym has started. So we have signed up for classes for Sept.-Dec. 14 weeks total....it's fun but tiring, we are at the gym 6 days a week now. I have already seen changes in my body and I am happy about it. I take 5 fitness classes a week. It's hard, but I need it.
As for that guy I was complaining about in previous posts....things were all quiet had not heard a word from him until yesterday. He stopped into where I work....basically saying he wanted to work things out. He hadn't been able to get a hold of me because my number has changed and all that. He wanted me to call him so he could basically tell me what was going on with him and why he did what he did. Said it was fear that kept him from going any farther with our relationship. I haven't called or texted him. Not sure if I really want or need to hear what he has to say. God I think has healed my heart and brought other better opportunities into my life. Not sure if I will text him or not.
I have met a new man...things are going great with him....Only problem we live almost an hour apart....but we have a great time together when we do spend time together. He has not met my boys yet. Kinda want to wait until I know things are going to work out before I bring them into this....I don't want them to feel mommy brings all these men into their lives. I did that with the last guy and it didn't work out, and I don't want that to happen again with this one....So IDK....it's so hard having kids and trying to date.
It feels like I am torn into two different directions though. I really liked the last guy...things were going great with him, until he decided to stop talking to me....and now it seems like he's ready for a relationship. Although I feel that if I gave things up with this new guy to be with him, then I would regret it in the future. But what if things don't work out with this new guy...I don't want to burn all bridges with the old one....IDK. Why do things have to be so complicated? Nothing is ever easy. Oh well....I guess things could be worse.
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